Were the World Mine

I cant sleep.. and its becoming insane 

really tired

it doesn't help that i was up till 7 this morning and the i fell asleep only to be woken by my alarm for 5 to 12... sufuce to say i went back to sleep 

i woke up around 3 .... and i'm still dying 

i really want to see jason but i think he's still avoiding me. i miss him something terrible 

i've been trying to watch the simpsons but mega video is being a cunt and wont let me watch anyt more that 72 minutes of video .... wich is just plain shite and i'm not paying for a unlimited account 

i've got todo domething abit more interesting with my spare time really i've got to go to hospital tomorrow for some scans meh =/ 

i just hope they don expect me to pull out  my lip ring cause i dont knoew how to put it back in as i've never taken it out ...... meh =[ 

Sausagefest

Had an amazing night =] 

and i never drank 

never laughed in so long 

seen PJ, and his mates which was possibly the best timing ever as they deffo made the evening brill. Jay deffo wanted me and he called me cute, always a crowd pleaser. Jackie really needs to sort herself out, but i can gladly say that she had a great time. 

Really brill =] 

deffo need to have more nights like that ...

however neil was there but ne never text me not contact me in any way to do anything tonight, so he has no right to dare pull me up for going out and he never even spoke to me fuck him .... not literaly 

PJ on the other hand is as fit as fuck... Jay on the other hand is no bad (i've no right to talk =[ ) buttt he was smoking weed so i wasnt going to kiss him no matter how hard he tried :P

but aye i need to go to sleep cause i never really made it to glasgow .... meh so no tattoo or haircut ..... 

MORE READERS PLEASE ;)

Poor

Never got my holiday pay nor my money from my tax .... 

Poor =[ 

in a pisser of a mood now wish CS4 would install i want to make a wallapaer =/ 

Criminal

I've done nothing if intrest all day its been poor. listend to caribbean war syndrome like a thousand and sixteen times mind you. Didnt get up till like half 2 which wasnt on my plan .... 

so aye hald a day wasted =/ 

waiting for my dada to come in from work so i can get my wages =] 

hoping my tax is back this week so i can go out and splash the cash :P

might put some of it by so i can get a mac soon 

this campaign in criminal =] 

CS4 is talking forever to install on my laptop and i think i've lost like 30gb of free space in the past  few days =[ 

might need to wipe my hard drive soon 

or by a bigger one ;p

i'm aware that i am talking to myself...

Caribbean War Syndrome

The guys from Twin Atlantic just sent me the demo for Caribbean war syndrome and all i can say is that it's fantastic =]] 

Work was poor today ... as is everyday mind you i just wish i was like every other 19 year old at uni =[ 

really should have studied 

Blue man group is coming to glasgow but i'm deffo not paying 40quid to go see them no matter how much i'd kill to see them ... saying this i'll no doubt get a ticket :P

Speaking of tickets T in the park tickets are being released soon ..... hopefuly. 

and the Killers are playing as is Katy Perry =]]]]]]]

And hopefuly Twin Atlantic will be doing so aswell =] 

I'm off for a week so hopefuly i'll design my tattoo tonight and i'll hopefuly be getting my hair styled on friday as my wages should come with extra holiday money =]] 

i need more readers 

and if you are reading mine you should also read alwayshard's blog cause thats just class =]]

So aye i went for my driving lesson and i have to say it was really good, the driving instructor is nice so i'll be fine hopefully she said that i'll only need like 20 lessons so i'll be like done by august hopefully sooner i really need to start pulling my finger out =/ but when i think about that it's liek only a few weeks after T in the park so it'll be all good =] 

Kinda looking forward to T this year shite bands atm but last years line up looked poor but was not too bad. 

Im still in a mind fuck over spence, really its getting bad i'm thinking bout it 24/7 now. it just hasnt been the same since the problems of the last few years.

I shouldnt really moan cause it's partially my fault but i cant help but think that if tings were different we'd be better friends than ever but to no avail... =[ 

we're just as far apart as we were when we weren't speaking(alliteration overload)

ive began wishing that i could jsut go and reclaim everything that i have done and throw it away but it's no working =[ 

I caved in

Its been months since i last updated but thats due to my lack of a laptop. 

=[ 

sooo i bought a new one i was really hoping for a macbook but i caved in and decided that i'd gone without  a notebook for long enough so i went and had a look in pc world and bought a HP, bluray drive sold me on it really :P

i'll get a macbook later this year after i bought my car and tinthepark ..... if i'm going 

and i'm restarting my driving lessons tonight hopefully i'll do ok its been months since i was last infront of a wheel =[ 

i'm really starting to miss having any number of friends as well i'm always stuck with neil not that i'm complaining as he is the only friend i really have, and i'm using the term loosly 

i miss spence most of all but thats info for another post... 

i need t go shopping for jeans as all mine are too big for me =[ i mean i only bought them like 4 weeks ago and i've lost more weight which i cant complain about. even my skinny jeans are falling off me. 

really need to start updating this more often