So aye i went for my driving lesson and i have to say it was really good, the driving instructor is nice so i'll be fine hopefully she said that i'll only need like 20 lessons so i'll be like done by august hopefully sooner i really need to start pulling my finger out =/ but when i think about that it's liek only a few weeks after T in the park so it'll be all good =] 

Kinda looking forward to T this year shite bands atm but last years line up looked poor but was not too bad. 

Im still in a mind fuck over spence, really its getting bad i'm thinking bout it 24/7 now. it just hasnt been the same since the problems of the last few years.

I shouldnt really moan cause it's partially my fault but i cant help but think that if tings were different we'd be better friends than ever but to no avail... =[ 

we're just as far apart as we were when we weren't speaking(alliteration overload)

ive began wishing that i could jsut go and reclaim everything that i have done and throw it away but it's no working =[